Gather, Fours.

Let's just put this out there since it haunts most of us Fours. Fours struggle with a shit ton of mental illnesses (so fun!). Arguably more than any other number and we are more likely to find the Enneagram in the midst of our desperate search to understand ourselves and humanity, in general. We want purpose-a reason to live. We are likely to abuse drugs and alcohol to escape and feel, likely to harm ourselves, likely to unhealthily isolate ourselves, likely to expose ourselves to danger and pain... because we want to feel the pain.   

Let me remind you that I AM NOT here to tell you what is right or wrong, what is immoral or moral, or what you should and shouldn't do. I'm just a girl talking about her feelings and thoughts and trying to form a community and feel less alone.